The Journey of a Zero

[Zero Tribal]

Ahh zomr! T___T Today was a lazy day....@__@

I didn't get too much PC time because I kinda hugged the computer for most of the day the last two days and my mom wants me to not be online much V___V

So sorry I didn't get a chance to talk to ya, Mint! Just add in one more drawing for me to do for ya XD

So anyways...today I THOUGH I was sleeping in because I woke up like 10 times, and went back to sleep.....

Though it must have been like 12 or something but noooo...I see the clock and it's 9 am T__T

*Sigh*

Snuck on the pc...got caught after like an hour (@##%@%^*!!! Why won't they just SLEEP, damnit?! They sure need it, they work too much) so I resorted to playstation...

Well, diggin' through my playstation games, really. I couldn't find something I wanted to play..but then I saw Xenosaga...and I felt a little voice caling me saying "Plaaaaayyy meee...Plaaay meeee...."

So I did. Quite frankly, I love Xenosaga but...I'm just way too dumb at battle on that game. I felt like commiting mental suicide with that thing. That's how bad I am at that game. XD

So the day was full of Xenosaga and sneaking into the computer for a few minutes back and forth because my mom was using it and had oh-so conveniently left it on while she was downstairs cooking >D

We had BBQ! YAY BBQ!!!!!

More Xenosaga...no PC because dad was using it V__V

I started a new game, 'cuz damnit it my first file just plain SUCKS.

Apparently, my second file sucks even more, because I got stuck in the ship -___- Damn idiot mind! I CAN'T FIND THE EXIT!!! How lame is that?! T___T

Oh well...after breaking my brain in the damn ship, I decided to take a wall, less I end up killing my tv or something...

Came back and took a nice long shower. Now I'm online again! Because parents went to sleep! YAY!

*does a weird akward dance*

^(~_~)^ <(~_~<) ^(~_~)^ v(~_~)v (>~_~)>

Yay....so...err, yeah....hope to see you people online tomorrow! Specially Leon because damnit! I only talked to you 3 times for a short while this week! T____T

And I'm sure Ryou missed his Renji XDDDD

Mwahaha! *goes off to draw*

[Zero Tribal]

*yawn* Woke up late for once....anyways, I kinda skipped yesterday, so here.

YESTERDAY ZOMR!

Woke up at around 9 and played Xenosaga until I got fed up with leveling up (which was at about 2 pm). Ate leftover BBQ from the day before while watching .hack//Roots

Then got picked up by da Kosmos to go to her house. Only that we didn't inmediately go to her house 'cuz we had to go to Publix to buy her sister some...stuff....

Bought some snacks too.

Then we went to her house and played with her dog. Then we played Xenosaga XD Because we're weirdos like that.

Made fun of stuff in the game, drooled over KOS-MOS's awesomeness, repeated battle quotes, fought for the controller, pitied Allen in da game, talked about how Shion is totally in love with KOS-MOS, found out it was Kos I last lend NOIR vol. 2 to, worshipped the awesomeness of chaos, ate donuts and pringles, drank coke, stole Kos' coke 'cuz I drank all of mine, found out that you could instant message yerself on AIM, played catch with dog, made random-ass songs about the characters and...well...I forgot, stuff.

Also talked with Leon for a few minutes while Kos was beating up this Margulis guy.

Then we started making mini-pizza and my parents come to pick me up >> Way too early...like...11:30 V__V

Then again it's monday, and they had to work XD So no ultimate Xenosaga day until like 2 am for today.

So, took some mini-pizzas home, and surfed da net 'cuz I did not want to face the Xenosaga game until a while....

And Kos let me borrow Dramacon! Yay!

And for now, I ain't doing anything remotely interesting, so see ya!

[Zero Tribal]

Grr...?

So..woke up...then...for some reason I started playing MapleStory.....

Then deleted it 'cuz I wanted to play FLYFF.

But FLYFF dun like me and it dun want ta open up so yah...*ish sad* I have ta wait 'till L!NKON! gets online so she can fix the stupid thing >.>

*sighs* I'm so bored....*bangs head against desk* Someone get online....T___T

[Zero Tribal]

Eh...I missed yesterday journal thinga majjiger...

So...YESTERDAY!

Woke up and had some cereal and milk.....played Xenosaga for a few hours until I got stuck on a boss fight. Grrr....

Stupid Cherenkov gone Gnosis....*bangs head against desk* Now I have to level up...AGAIN! *hates leveling up*

So...I came online to take a break, and since I'll just have to level up to beat the stupid thing later on....

Tried to make FLYFF work, not suceeding...Grr....

Found out I only had 3 gigs of free space left on ma PC ZOMR started deleting useless files like crazy...and then....Zeyko showed me the light XD

So I used some cleaner Hippo thing that according to Zeyko, deletes all the nasty nasty stuff that makes yer PC lag. So I ran it and now I have 8 free gigs XDD

Well, it's SOMETHING, ne? I'll have to run a bunch of anti-viruses and defragment the disk and stuff later on today....As well as deleting whatever pictures/movies/music files I don't need.

Then talked with Mint-chan for a while while drawing the something that you just have to go to the Aspiring Artist section to see (mwahaha, shameless advertising!).

Mwahaha...then Rp-ed later on with both Mint an' Leon 'cuz RP's good for the soul, so make sure to RP alot ^___^

And 2 days ago I this weird idea for a picture....and I'm not telling you what it is, so nyah ~_~ I'll just have to draw it later on....probbly not today though. Yay for procrastinating! Mwahahaha...

[Zero Tribal]

And now a post for today!

Talked with a hell damn lot of people in the morning (that being around 12), surferd through yaoi (it rules my life, come on, you should know that by now), and yuri (KIRIKA + CHLOE = ZOMR ANGST YAY!), some het (Look! It's Rukato! Ruki pwnd Takato...again), and crack (Molesty Mouse is...AH! WHAT THE CRACK, RIKU?!)

Yeah *shifty eyes* Stop staring at me like that! V____V

Spent most of the time trying to make FLYFF work (and failing, miserably). I gave up...bah, I'll just have to get Ragnarok from someone....

Yami got PISSED today. And let me tell you, a pissed/sad Yami = scary shit

She's like...the innocent, hyper, nice one of the group...she's scary when she's mad/emo/not hyper.

And it's official! I totally suck at cheering people up. Seriously, it's just plain akward....I never know what to say, so I just listen. Oh well, at least it's good for then to get things off their chest, ne? Yep...get it all out...you'll feel much better later on.....

Or maybe that's just me. Still, if ya need it, I'll be there to listen....

Just don't expect much talking from me. If I say something it'll probably sound like I don't care and rude or something. Or just plain random....that's my sad, pathetic attempt at making ya smile, so work with me here ^^;

But anyways, after Yami had to leave, I got a sort-of stressed out L!NKON! on me....All because of FLYFF.

I'm the one with the FLYFF problem and SHE gets stressed out...what's up with that?

She must REALLY want me to play or something....

Anyhow, after being stuck in my house for a while, I made plans to hang out at the mall with Kosmos. So I took a walk (I was THAT bored to actually walk around for a while...) around here....then came back home and pimped myself up (shower, etc). Then mall! Yayness!

So we wandered about...I drooled at Xenosaga II (I survived without getting smacked! YAY! XD), and Gitaroo Man....what? I like that game! I played a demo V___V I get a kick outta beating up the bee king guy...game was so damn expensive though! And it's freaking OLD! Gah!

Then we made a stop at BORDERS!! MANGA GALORE!

Of course I didn't buy anything, I be poor and without money....well, not money to spare on mangas anyways...now not at least.

Then we went to eat at Roseti...'cuz we're cool and we got sick of eating crappy food at the food court. And Kosmos had always wanted to try out eating there...we were hungry, it smelled damn good, so the obvious course of action was eating there ^___^

Damn, it feels good to sit down at an actual restaurant, not a quick McDonalds/Burger King/Wendys thing or a damn food court, with people playing music on the background (and a really cool dude that played the saxophone, damn he rawked), lay back and just chill while waiting for food....

We got a cool waitress too. Really nice...talked 'bout stuff...chillaxed...got pizza....damn good pizza....

It feels somehow weird to eat izza with a fork and a knife....I burned myselfwith the thing though o.o it was super hot.

They had the most awesomest desserts evah! We both got this cool mini-chocolate cake thingy with ice cream and it was really good....

We decided to share next time, 'cuz we both left half of the thing though...what a waste of dessert T__T Felt like my stomach was gonna implode exploding style though.

So after both of us split the...what's it called in english...err...oh, right, the check (stop laughing at me! I have german stuck in my head for some reason! >.<), yeah..we split the check and...I owe Kos 5 bucks 'cuz I only had a 20....damn. Well whatever, we payed and left the coolness of Roseti...no way we're going back to the food court now....yuck.

Roseti > food court...big time

We walked around da mall and ended up in da sword shop! Zomr swords.....T___T hey had this really cool pen-knives! Ya open them from the back and BAM! It has a blade...I so wanted one....

Heh, those things give the saying 'The pen is mightier than the sword' a whole new meaning....

As soon as I save up money I'll get one to add to my sword collection....

I'm sure it'll come in handy with those creeps at the bus....*shudders* I'm scarred for life.....T___T And I was never there to see it...Zeyko was...and he didn't do a thing! Gah! Fool! >.>

Well, seeing how he told me aout the creepy guy right before my German final, I have something to blame it on if I did bad on it....'cuz seriously, it got me distracted for a while during that thing....

So yah..uh...went back to Borders, Kos bought some mangas, I glared...we saw a sunglasses mini-shop thingy. Stayed there for a while while laughing at how stupid we looked with chonga glasses and other weird shit.

They had lime-green colored glasses!!!

They look bad on me though Dark sunglasses suit me better XD

And Kos...well...she looked hilarious with most of the stuff she tried on.

Then again, I'm pretty sure I looked equally as stupid.

Then drove home...well..Kos was being a freaky bad driver (totally intended, trying to scare the shit outta me) by swaying the car and accelerating (roads were empty, lol) and doing weird shit with the car.

So got home (we didn't crash! yei?) and we talked with my mom (yay for cool moms! ...My friends tell me she looks young....and she does...acts like it too XD) an' stuff, then we went to my room to look for NOIR vol. 3...and ended up throwing all my video games on the bed, 'cuz I just couldn't find the thing.

So after I found it, I ended up lending her NOIR vol. 3, FF8, and FF9.

Well, so much for finishing those up this summer XD

Note to self: She also has my FFX....write this down somewhere on cell phone so I won't freak out about my missing games again.

Then she left...and now I'm tired....*yawns* so good night...*falls asleep*

[Zero Tribal]

*blinks* I forgot what I did yesterday.....ugh...can't think...so...tired....

Note to self: Do not oversleep, it damages your ability to think and be hyper >.>

All I remember from yesterday was...was......role playing with Mint and...playing ocarina....o.o I don't think I did anything else yeserday XD

Today I overslept.....so I feel drained....For some reason less sleep = hyper self and too much sleep = dead and tired me....

So....my parents dragged me out today (reason why you guys haven't seen me today). We ate at Don Pan and then headed out to Lowe's..or..something like that....eh, some store...kinda like home depot or something, I guess.....

After my dad obsessed over the pimpin', nifty looking grill things, I saw some lights...neon lights....and I went to them like a moth to fire but then I was dragged away by my mom, who was pointing out a buncha 'closet organizer' thingies that I though were clompetely useless and a waste of money (not that I told her that XD ).

Then I wandered off to the wallpapers....saw some cool stuff, some random stuff, some crappy stuff, and then my parents found me. Looked at the blinds (Well, I played with them, my parents looked at them).

Then I remembered that the whole purpose of this trip was to get me to pick out some paints or something so I can paint my room.

Never did pick out that paint...but I picked out some indian-style wallpaper thingy that had wolfs in it and I loved it ^___^

Then picked out some stuff that you put on walls to go with that....my room's gonna end up with two beige/brown walls, a crinsom-reddish wall, and a blue wall with cool effect thingies and some words that I never did figure out what they were. Point is, it looked cool damnit >>

Then picked out some black...shelfs....I think...or something, I dunno I can't think right now

Bleh...yeah..stuff....wrote it all down 'cuz no of us though to get measurements of my room XD

Bought some of the stuff though. Yay me, now I have something to do in summer....pimp up my room.

But now that I think about it, will the color of the walls really matter? They're going to get covered with anime posters anyhow XD Or swords....I'm gonna hang up my swords..yay...they won't be laying around helplessly catching dust anymore!

Although I do like to carry around the boken when I'm home...if someone tries to get in my house, I hit them >D

Hopefully it won't happen though...if someone stole my computer I would die >> Or my ps2...or my manga...or my swords...or..or....*dies*

I get irritated when I can't find stuff and I think someone stole it....I feel like killing something XD

But anyways...yah..after leaving the Lowe's place thing, we were gonna go look for a Circuit City but it started raining dogs and cats...Couldn't see anything o.o

And I got kinda wet because our little Jeep as a messed up window....and I was sitting there -__- stupid window-fixing bastards....they killed the window more than fixed it >>

So after staying in the Home Depot parking lot for a while, waiting for the rain to stop or for the wind to at least become softer or something (I was busy using a shirt to cover the leak in the car...), we finally went home!

....or so I though, my parents were hungry V___V But that's ok...we ate at IHOP and I had a cheeseburger....even though I wasn't really hungry but I was not gonna turn down food XD

Then we went home to drop off some things we bought and then back out to Circuit City ^___^

I had hopes of maybe geting an MP3 Player...didn't happen V__V *sniff* They made me choose between electronics and my room...and I really want my room with the wolf thingy.....

But I'll just have people give me money in my b-day so I can get myself a Mac....I need one for the next school year anyways....then I can see about the MP3 player and new headphones (the last pair 'accidentaly' died...*shifty eyes*)

And speaking of birthdays....Zeyko's b-day is the 18th of this month...on father's day o.o

Well..he's getting a manga....XD Un;ess he likes one of the games that are 20 bucks at the store....

Although I might be able to get him a plushie or a DVD from Anime Hurricane or something....Kinda wish they had Tsubasa plushies =_____= he would love a Sakura plush, I'm sure...

Anyways...after staring at the things I wanted with this sad, pathetic look on my face, we left to buy some stuff...or something....Dunno, I feel asleep....Then woke up when we got back home, yayness.

So now I'm online! ...Bored as fuck! And I can't call Leon so she can get online 'cuz I didn't pay my phone!

So ya can't kill me >> It's all the phone's fault!

[Zero Tribal]

*happy sigh* It's so peaceful lately....

So much for the people freaking out on 6/6/6 XD

That was actual a pretty boring day...aaanyyywaaayyys, I haven't written much on here lately because..well there's just NOTHING to write about...I'm stuck home 'cuz all my friends have the Lineage obsession and I don't....so it would be useless to invite me to a Lineage marathon v.v

Can ya blame me though? That game's HEAVY on yer pc! >0< I wanna play Ragnarok instead damnit >> Gotta wait for Kos to give me the disc with it though...*yeah is lazy to download, shut up*

Anyways...yesterday was SUKISYO DAY!!!!

Why? 'cuz I sat here for most of the day, just to watch all 13 (12 episodes plus OVA) episodes of Sukisyo!!!

I love youtube...really...I do...If I could, I would hug it.

And well...now I'm obsessed with Sukisyo...it'sjust awesome..I love it..even more so than gravi! GARAWRSP!

But I can't help it! Sunao is just the most cutest, shy-est, sarcastic-est, Renji-est character evah! I swear he's so Renji....I love him to death XD

Sora's Ryou-ish too....kinda XD Specially with that plushie of his (episode 3 or 4 I think)...that was just SUCH a Ryou moment...seriously..just replace the elephant plush for a bunny plush and BAM! Instant Ryou a la Sukisyo....

Yoru is hot. That's all you need to know...hawtness, w00t!

Ran is funney...and he just makes Sunao look even CUTER....

Matsuri-chan has the most prettyfull hair evah...yeah, more than Sunao, but I still like Sunao better XD Matsuri-chan's so smart though and he gets them in trouble..mwahaha, I love this guy XD

Ichikawa is the most adorable thing ever....he reminds me of Fayt, must be the hair...

Kai is...well...he's Kai...=__= yeah, blah.

Sei is the MINI SORA! So cute!

The other two kids are cute too XD Yeah I forgot their names, shut up.

Shinichirou and Nanami...well, they're alright....not my favorite characters but they're okay...yes, Nanami is NOT a girl....

In fact, there are no girls in Sukisyo, at all! It's all guys! Even on valentine's day! Guy/Guy couples EVERYWHERE!!!! Yeah I loved that episode...well I loved them all, shut up!

And well, yeah...Sukisyo has contributed in more ideas for Renji drawings XDD Why? Because Sunao is awesome like that and he has Renji moments! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

And today is Kyou Kara Maou day! Yay for the main guy, who's name is ironically YUURI....take away a 'U' and this yaoi character's name is now yuri...

Yeah, I'm a dork, whatever. At least I'm a happy dork? But seriously, if I stay here one more day I'll die of lonelyness or something. Or just the fact that I have been sitting here most of the time is driving me insane...even if I do stand up and take walks every day 'cuz sitting down for a long time is not fun >_< Even if it's for the sake of anime.....

Well, that's all I had to write about, I'm going back to watching Kyou Kara Maou now....

[Zero Tribal]

*yawns* Well..let's see yesterday I watched Kyou Kara Maou (go watch it, damnit! Then I'll have someone else to talk to about it *shifty eyes*) for most of the day.

I had to eat leftovers 'cuz there is just nothing else in this house for me to eat ('cept a couple thousand ramen noodle cups but they're for...emergency...yeah...kinda...fine I just don't wanna eat 'em >> Shut up T__T)

Then later out I went to the mall with Kosmos and JP. Then we waited for Darwing to come and then just...walked around...talking about Lineage (well they talked, I stared off into space thinking yaoi.....it was unintentional, really, it was. Your mind would be flooded of Sunao too if you saw the whole damn series in one day + amvs + fanfics 'till the weee hours of the morning...hence invading your dreams (but I didn't mind the invasion, I welcomed it with open arms ^___^).

Lots of people like to use Cascada songs for yaoi AMV's....most used is 'Everytime We Touch'...and I love it ^_~

Err, anyways..yeah, me spacing out, people talking about Lineage..and when they talked to me I was kinda off....so I just kinda stared at whoever talked to me with a 'Huh?' expression...but I think it looked like I was glaring at them through my semi-see-thorugh sunglasses...>.> Sorry, I wasn't glaring, really.

So we went to Borders! Yay! Look, mangas....yaoi mangas....w00t! They had Inverloch and me and Kos were like "o.o it's PUBLISHED?!" 'cuz we just read it online....

Also, JP did not know that you can totally see the Naruto mangas online, and only knew this fact after he was like "Ah! The next Naruto volume! I've been waiting for ages to read the next part!" and I was like "Dude...you can read it online..." he stared at me with a deer-in-headlights look before he burst out crying (no, not really crying but...eh, yeah, whatever)

So while I was looking at the Gravi mangas, I got hugged and I was like "Ah! Random person hug!" but then saw it was just Chris and hugged back XD

So uh, talked to him for a few just saying hi and stuff and then we left for the video game store. I was still spacing out =___= shifted away from the Lineage people to look at the DVD's (no Noir vol. 4, damn >>) and then the PS2 games when they called me over. Asked me something about Xbox and I was like ".....I don't play Xbox, I don't really know...." but I think that to them it seemed like a "=_____= I don't play the stupid piece of crap. I don't know, why are you asking ME for?! *glare*"

Maybe I should stop the sunglasses thing while my face has a monotome expression, it looks like I'm glaring >.<

Ahem, anyways, we uh...went to the next game shop. Actually maintained a conversation with JP (Final Fantasy solves all your problems, really) while Kos was...looking at stuff, I guess, and Darwing was playing some Mario game on the DS demo thingy. I tried playing Metroid, but the intro was too long so I gave up on that.

So then we were like "Where do we go now?" and I suggested "Let's go to the sword shop!" and JP was like "YEAH! SWORD SHOP!" so we went.

I didn't want to leave the sword shop. I love that store! They got pen-knives damn it! I want one! Gotta be like 18 or 21 to buy one tough, probably. >> raaawr...Yeah...and me and JP maintained a pretty decent 'Look at that sword! Isn't it awesome?!' conversation (Swords, they're also good for conversations, like video games) and we were happy.

But then they started talking about Lineage again and I spaced out again....until Kos suggested we go get some Crepes. So we went and got a call from Fish-face (up to now, I still don't think he has a fish face so...bleh >>) to meet up there. So they ordered (I didn't feel like eating, maybe I was pissed that day and I was actual glaring at people? Could happen....=__=) and we all talked...kinda...they talked...I nodded. Rawr, I'm feeling anti-social again, greeeaat.

I didn't mean to though...I just uh...was...bleh. Dunno why.

Uh..let's see....Fish came..with..some person..I don't know him..still said hi and stuff.....Uhh...what else...um...they ate...then we walked towards the movies! Yeah, there we go.

So uh movies..we didn't see anything that looked worthy that we hadn't seen (although me and JP wanted to see Over The Hedge, and Kosmos wanted to see Cars (or something like that)), Darwing wanted to see....uh...wait..I don't know what he wanted to see....he was kinda spaced out too.

Walked to Dave's and Busters, 'cuz we didn't really feel like watching a movie. Didn't get in, stupid "You need someone that's like 25 or something to get in here" policy....So that plan crashed and burned...Kept walking around.

Yes, most of what we did yesterday was walk around. We met up with Rafa. Who kinda just came out of nowhere, ninja-style. He later went away. We ended up in the ice cream thingy. I felt like eating ice cream so I got a vanilla cone ^^ We said bye to Fish, Rafa, and uh..other person. Sat down to eat....surprise surprise, more Lineage talk. I ate my ice cream in yaoiland.

At some point, they started talking about making a clan and asked me for a clan name. For some reason "Oompa Loompas" came to mind...and that's what I said, they laughed and so I did, kinda, well I just said "Lol", literally.

So after walking around and they came back up with the clan thing I told them "Twilight Brigade" 'cuz it's from .hack and it's cool and they all liked it o.o Well, go me I guess?

After another trip to Borders in which everyone but me bought something. Then we left the mall.

JP got shotgun V__V Oh well. I requested the KH2 song to play and Darwing requested for the volume louder and we were like "YEEEAAAH! KINGDOM HEARTS! WOOHOO! *insert annoyingly loud whistle o' doom here*"

Left Darwing at his house, then JP, (I got shotgun! Mwahahaha...shotgun, yay) we backtracked to JP's house 'cuz he left his manga in the car, then I was in my house.....and there was noone home o.o

So, more Kyou Kara Maou...parents got home and I got a Frosty from Wendy's, w00t! Stole some french fries and soda and watched some more Kyou Kara Maou....and AMV's..and fanfics...and fanart....At like 4:30 am I was like "Oh shit, I should sleep now....even though I'm not tired." so I finished watching episode 41 and then went to sleep.

Now I'm just sitting here writting this and kinda hungry but there's nothing to eat for breakfast, so no breakfast, again =__= I'll just wait 'till my dad gets home with food.

[Zero Tribal]

So uh...yesterday I felt wanted o.o

Yeah...uh..so anyways, I went to the movies with Kos yesterday, I was expecting JP to be there somehow, but he wasn't...so no Final Fantasy talk.

We met up with Zeyko, Darwing, and Rafa when we were getting our tickets though. For some reason, I'm being anti-social-ish with my friends, 'cept Kos. I think it's because I haven't really hanged out with them much lately so I'm reverting to 'Silent Zero' mode or something....

So...we still had like 20 minutes before the movie began, so we went to da game store. Once again I drifted away..but I had a reason! They were talking about the soccer world cup and I saw a Sonic Riders demo in the corner! I really wanna play that game so I snuck over to it and played until they noticed that it was time for the movie.

Bleh, so they went to watch the Da Vinci Code and me and Kos went to watch Cars. It was a cool movie. It was funny...and I'm starting to think that maybe I'm in a bad mood lately or something because half-way through the movie, I noticed that I was not making the usual random comments and Kos though I was asleep o.o

Maybe I'm just weird like that =___= *ahem* Oh, and I wanted to strangle the mothers that had little kids in the movie theater. They wouldn't do anything at all to make them stop crying and I felt like strangling the little kids too....

Maybe I was in a bad mood afterall *shifty eyes*

After the movie, we went to Borders to wait for the others to eat that really good dessert at Rotelli. We waited for like...I think it was hour, even though it didn't seem that long (I entertained myself with this nifty looking yaoi manga, hehehe).

We got fed up of waiting and walked towards Rotelli and found them on the way there with ice creams....I wanted to kill them. They made us wait and they got ice cream and so the whole 'Let's all eat at Rotelli!' deal was off...and Rotelli was starting to close.

I was pissed >> And I still felt like killing something..preferably them. So I went into 'Sulking I-hate-you' mode. Which is actually not that different from 'Silent Zero' mode, but that's ok...

We said bye to Darwing and Rafa, and left with Zeyko 'cuz I guess it was arranged for him to get a ride back with us or something. So uh...I was still silent....thinking about nice Sukisyo and Kyou Kara Maou stuff...like dumb KKM skits of Conrad saving money on his car insurance by switching to Geico.

Somehow, I start giggling when I think about that. He did the shiny teeth tingy afterwards...it's just SOO Conrad and well..yeah

So uh we walked back to the car (I still get Shotgun! MWAHAHAHAHA-err..I mean, yay) and...oh, surprise! More akward silence!I would have said something, but I didn't know of a topic that would involve all 3 of us talking, so I said nothing. Although, I suspected I could break the ice with Lineage talk, but I don't play it, so I would be off in lala land while they talked or something...So bleh.

Yeah and my mom hurt her eye and I was worried she was gonna be blind or something. Thankfully she's not, she sees a bit blurry-ish but it's not bad, and the hurt part will fix itself or something.

And today...well, today I got my hair pimped up, watched Strawberry Panic! and started watching Loveless in anime form.

[Zero Tribal]

Today's a new day! And I was awakened from nice, nice yaoi dream by my cellphone vibrating on my head. Raaawr >> Why did my mom call me at such an early...well it was like..almost 12..it's still early damnit! Oh well...ate breakfast and went back to waching some more LOVELESS!!!

Loveless...how I love you....Ritsuka-kun is so adorable! Bah! And my friends said guys with cat ears are not cute! I mean just look at Ritsuka-kun! He's adorable! Come on! Sheesh...

And uh..right I feel like commenting on the people from Loveless..so..here it goes.

BREATHLESS: They're not so bad! I actually like them! They are 'so intense it takes your breath away' as the name implies...LOOP HOLE! They lost their ears after Soubi took them away OooOoOoOoOoOoooOoOoo~

SLEEPLESS: They were like whatever. Bleeeh! Me no likey much...

ZERO - PAINLESS: Well the chapter they appeared in was named painless so..I look at them that way now. At first I hated them 'cuz like they killed a dog! And I was like "No! You bastards! Kill yourself now!" but..they grow on you *sniff* Natsuo and Youji....yeah...I love Youji! I LOVE YOU YOUJI! And I'm still kinda not sure wheter Natsuo is a guy or a girl...I'll just think of it as a guy for now.

ZERO - Team 2: Yeah I forgot their uh..episode appearance name so..they're just there. It's a yuri pairing! ZOMR YAY! And uh...well...Kouya...her ears are FAAAAKEEEEE!!!! Oh-so fake! Mwahahaha..uh..yeah..um...they were kinda cool....they're alright and..I'll go away now >>

Yayoi-kun: Sometimes I say 'yaoi-kun' instead of yayoi-kun. But come on, it's so obvious...even though he's straight. And the first time I saw him in the manga, I though it was a girl. But anyways, he's funny, I like him.

Yuiko: I..just...don't...like....you...Well, kinda, she got tolerable later on.

Sensei: I forget her name...but uh...I kinda like her, she was alright.

The doctor: She's cool! She likes Ritsuka XDD And she's like her therapist/doctor thing...

BELOVED - Seimei: He sucks. I hate you Seimei. Bastard!

BELOVED - Soubi: Zomr Sooouuubiii! He rawks! Poor Soubi, such a tragic past and such a mean sacrifice *coughSeimeicough* You're better off with Ritsuka! Woohoo!

LOVELESS - Ritsuka: I wonder who his real figther is...Well who cares, I love Soubi, so does he...Even though he's in denial. Hehehehe you know you are! Stop lying to yourself! Ritsuka I love you too XD

So uh..right I just finished watching Loveless like...now...and for some reason I kinda felt like crying! Even though it wasn't sad sad ending of sadness! It was such a cliffhanger though...but it just means I'll have to buy all the mangas to find the unaswered questions...

And then..well..I'm looking at the extra thingies and they are hilarious! You guys should watch it sometime! Unless you already have...hmm..well...yeah!

So, after this I'll start watching Gakuen Heaven!

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...I have no life. I know T__T I have all the time in the world to jsut sit here and watch anime...even though I'm going somewhere later on today...Still, I have way too much time on my hands! YAY!

[Zero Tribal]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Blah...I needed to get that out of my system 'cuz well...I just saw something was really sad and well...it was messed up and...and...WAAAAH!!! SUKISYO!!! T_______T

I'll just..oh man..I..I really gotta play the games..maybe then I'll...dunno..I..blah...

Well..like..uh I've done nothing but play DDR, Role Play, watch AMV's, draw, and play around with the Boken...Yeah, pretty much...

Oh! But 2 days ago I went to Kos' house! We had an anime marathon...watched Azumanga Daioh....That thing is cracktastic and I love it ^___^

I feel sorry for stalker girl..what was her name..oh, yeah, Kaorin. Yeah, poor girl ^__^ Love the teachers..Yuiko and Nyamo....I wish my teachers were like that XD

And let's see....we watched about hallway through the whole series...and cracked up some...some stuff I missed because my brain went into yaoi land...which ended up like this...

Zero: .......*absentmindely watching...thinking something along the lines of Sora, Sunao, Ryou, and Renji* hmm...
Kosmos: .....XDD Lol! That was hilarious!!
Kosmos' sis who also joined in a while ago: XDDD
Zero: *blinks* Wha...*thinking: Crap! I missed the joke! Stupid brain going off into yaoi land...*
Kosmos and her sis: XDDDDD
Zero: ...*thinking: I missed something again! Damnit! Ok, stop thinking..watch...*

And such things kept happening to me every once in a while....*sighs* My brain is so restless lately...but I guess that's not necessarily a bad thing...

And...this 'Someday' background music is really starting to piss me off....=_____= Is there a stop button around here somewhere?! Arrgh..make it stop..*turns volume off*

...Nooo, silence T___T Oh well...

Yesterday I went shopping with my mom. I was being kinda quiet/serious for some reason...even if in my brain I was saying "Onions!" randomly and sang the "Aaaataaaack of kiiilleer ooonions...Aaataaack..." song thingy.....

It was weird...somedays I just have this weird pleased smirk on my face while I sing "'Cuz every time we touch" and "Bad Boy" and "Bad Touch" in my head...>.<

At least that's what happened the other day...

Zero: *singing Bad Touch in head and picturing yaoi along, like an AMV* ...................
Mom: .....Sweetie? What are you so pleased about?
Zero: *stops the yaoi AMV* ...Huh?
Mom: You have this pleased smile on your face...what are you thinking about?
Zero: *feels a blush coming on* Nothing mom... *thinking: Zomr, I'm not telling you about the smexy yaoi! Ahh..akward...*
Mom: *has a 'I don't believe you' look on face but shrugs and keeps driving*

Yeah...akward momments...=____= But anyways...yeah that's pretty much all..interesting things I've done lately, I guess o.o

And still kinda..traumatized...by the third Sukisyo game....oh well, still love it XD The anime is musch, MUCH, more tame than the games..*shakes head*

[Zero Tribal]

Hey...*yawn*

Well....yesterday me and my mom went shopping for clothes >__< Argh, ze pain....Dragged into every clothing store in the mall...

*sigh* And I didn't like much, but at least I didn't end up in penguin clothing...w00t

I got a leather jacket! I can't believe I convince my mom to buy me a leather jacket! Weee...if it was a bit longer, I would be even happier..but I guess it's long enough....

Also got a shirt thing that kinda reminds me of the medieval times, w00t

And yeah...We spent most of the trip looking for a jacket, because every jacket my mom liked, I hated, and every jacket I DID like, she hated V__V

So...after finally getting me a shirt and the jacket, I decided to just use the black, kinda formal-looking pants I have back home..I was not about to run around the mall to get pants, damnit >>

So uh...after that, and buying food, we got home...and then I was informed that this girl, that's like..I still dunno whether she's family or just a friend of the family, but she's cool anyways, was going to stay over 'cuz she had some problems and whatever.

So yeah...I moved my room into the PC room! Yay!

But I haven't put the wallpaper on the walls yet >> Meaning I'm going to have to move my damned bookshelf again! Dang it...

I have to many books T__T Oh well...

Now back to watching Slayers...

[Zero Tribal]

*yawns* I swear I should kill the damn phone...-____-

Woke me up with it's obnoxiously loud ringing, gah....stupid phone >>

Anyways, yesterday was really fun. Woke up, showered, yadda yadda, my cousin picked me up.

I had to wait like 2 hours in my mom's job before I could get my hair pimped up. It was really boring, because there are no computers and I just walked around looking at everything and eventually decided to help my mom out when she started putting some stuff in the shelves.

Finally at 2 pm I walked over to that place where they do stuff to hair and the lady put some thing on my hair and I had to have it on for a while...'cuz it was some thingy to straighten the stupid rebel front part of my hair that un-straightens itself after a while.

And it worked too o.o it's still intact! Yay!

So after having that thing done and pimpin' up my hair, I went home. I was like "Yay! I'm home again! I can use the COMPUTER~!" but had that though crash and burn when I looked at the time.

So I changed my clothes into formal-party mode. And we set off to find the party place thingy.

Aaaand promptly got lost. Stupid thing was HIDDEN I swear....

Also, did not see any chongas or gangstahs, and was dissapointed by this fact, Steven was too.

Saw a bunch of Cubans though, but it's not as exciting V__V

Anyways, finally got there, not late, woohoo. And saw Ana and Vicki.....

.....they're taller than me....V___V *Zero weeps* Ana's already tall without heels! No fair....

So, we waited a few minutes before being allowed in, 'cuz they were still preparing or something. Carole was inside, laughing at us.

Then we got in! Yay, I said bye to my mom and went inside...got a hug fro Carole and then saw that we had assigned tables! Zomr noooo....

I was in table 1, with Carole and Johny, even though I really don't talk much to Johny, but at least Carole was there T__T

So then Kiki arrived! And we were like yay, and I got hugged again and she was wearing heels too and everyone was taller than me o.o

Oh wait, Johny's shorter than me...ohh, yay.

Anyways, met Kiki's little sister, Mimi, she was cool. At least you could tell that they were related.

Sadly they got another table, so far awaaay...still, we got up to get drinks...but that was just an excuse to get up and talk.

Then bam! Some lady in the speaker started saying something in spanish..all intro and whatnot.

I fell sorry for Carole, she doesn't speak spanish so she was lost.

So, after introducing Melissa's mom, smoke started coming out and lights were flashing all over the stage and dramatic music started coming out.

I laughed. Carole did too. It was cool but it was just sooo over dramatic....

Then the curtains opened and Melissa was sitting in this big swing that was really cool and stuff.

I'm still wondering how she didn't laugh while she was up there, she sure looked like she wanted to. Looked kinda nervous too. But anyways, tehy did some stuff, I don't feel like typing it up, and then Melissa waltzed with this really tall guy. Then with her mom. Yay, the end.

Then they started serving food! Ack! Salad! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Me and Carole didn't eat the salad.....everyone else did though.

Then we got bread and...and...we got spanish-ish food XD I was like yay and Carole was like "What is this stuff? o.o" and poked the uh..platanos..I dunno what they're called in english, so blah. But they're good, she didn't like 'em though, so I ate hers XD

Then people started dancing and I stared...I couldn't dance, neither could Carole. We were like "Ehh..yeah...not going to dance." and then we got cake!

Then..then Kiki came over to us (she was dancing already) after like the 3rd song and I got pulled out into the dance floor! WAAAAH!!!

I was so embarrased >> I can't dance, nuuuu....so I just kinda moved from side to side....Then sneaked back to the table like 1 minute later.

Then Kiki noticed I was gone and dragged me out again....

After a few songs, I started getting the hang of it. We tried to make Carole join us but she was too stubborn.

Oh well, I danced with like, Kiki (kept making ME spin...), Mimi (she's so cute XD), Melissa (damn, she really knows how to dance), and Vicki (we made stuff up, 'cuz we can't daaance).

Danced mostly with Kiki and her sister though. And I kinda sucked at couple dancing, I kept having to look at my feet 'cuz I was like "Ehh, I don't wanna step on you" but we only dance like that about 3 times so blah.

Anyways...yeah, I danced, my friends said I did okay. I still though I looked like an idiot though. Glad I didn't.

And we got Carole to dance! For like...20 seconds, but still. She stopped 'cuz her strap was falling off...it almost did too

Also, Kiki totally scratched my hand with her long, long nails..they are evil o.o

But anyways, yeah then...we all left at like 11 something. I was kinda tired. And my feet hurt from dancing with the damn heavy boots, oh well.

And the background music was still annoying me.....Same song over and over and over again....so I shut off the sound. Yay....

Ugh, well, I'm starving, so I'm gonna go and get food or something....

[Zero Tribal]

So, yesterday it was a nice day to stay inside and role play...yes...because it was raining (again).

Role played most of the day, then got picked up at around 8 to go to the movies. They sold out when we got there -___- We were like raaawr....so we bought tickets for the next showing at 9:55

Waited for Darwing for a few minutes, and then we went to Borders...because manga is good.

Couldn't find the yaoi manga I was reading last time. I was sad. V__V

Found a new yaoi manga. I was not sad anymore. ^___^

Kos and Darwing finished browsing and looking around at the mangas, I was still reading. We left, I was like nuuu, yaaooii...T___T

Went back to the movie theater part of mall....Played DDR! Yay! Then we made the line to get food and the lights went out! Yay! We wre like Whoo! Tunz tunz tunz!' 'cuz the lights were flickering on and off...and we're losers like that.

Must have really sucked for the people in the middle of watching a good part in the movies. But anyways, we got our food and left for da moooviee...We watched Click. It was really funny. Wish I had one of those remote controls...but only for the pause, mute, and volume things XD No fast-fordward. Auto-pilot baaaad....

So, err...then we went home! Yay! Used PC until like 3 am or something and then went to sleep.

Was awakened early this morning by Kosmos calling. I was like @___@ in Zero-zombie-mode.

Rolled off bed in attempt to wake self up......

Attempt failed.

Got dressed (after spending a few minutes with my head in the sink) and was picked up by Kosmos. Then we picked Darwing up and went to La Reina De Las Empanadas....

Waited for JP. Ordered food, ate breakfast/chilled/saw the current news on the world of soccer.

First time we all agreed to go out to eat breakfast o.O It was nice....

Went to the mini-arcade nearby (which was eeeemptyyyy, w00t!) and played Pump It! Damn, that thing is weird! But fun...challenging XD I got used to DDR....Pump It was fun, and it has ANIME illustrations! We were like 'ZOMR YAY!'

Played a few shooting games, this one skateboarding game and air hockey. Then JP left and we were like '...now what do we do?' so we all agreed on going to the pool, since it was sunny as hell.

Got home, changed...waited for phone to ring...then cue in the dark clouds and the RAWR of thunder.

But I'm not sure wheter I should be glad or dissapointed at this....

So for now, we're waiting for the rain to die out. No one's online...Zero ish BORED.

And tired, yeesh..tired...need sleep....*slaps self* No! Must not sleep in afternoon! It kills my sleep..uh..schedule..thing...

And I am going to kill the background journal song *growls*

[Zero Tribal]

Ha! Look, I'm online again!

So, uh, we actually DID go to the pool yesterday! Yaaay....then Jaccuzi..however it's spelled. It was really hot, yaaay...

Darwing couldn't really get in because of this bad cut thingy he got on his feet. Feel sorry for him, we splashed him and he was like "Ah! *fetal position*"

It was amusing. And we drowned Kosmos...kinda. In the pool, not the jaccuzi, mind you.

Lesse...then we sat down and talked for a few hours o.o 'cuz people started arriving to the pool.

We ended up tlaking about the good ol' days, when we used to play Nintendo 64 and have pokemon battles at school. Play pretend...always got to be the Tommy...the green/white/blah ranger. And Ash and Yamato and all the cool characters..mwahaha..XDD

So anyhow, we went to Darwing's house so he coud change. His mom invited us to eat arepas, and we gladly accepted (man, they were good...) So we chilled with Darwing's computer while he changed, then we went to my house, and I got the Nintendo 64 controller while Darwing and Kos messed around with my drumset -.-

Then we finally headed over to Kos' house. Why? 'cuz she has the cool big screen tv damnit....

We played Super Smash Bros.! Results are...

Blue Team: Pikachu (Kosmos) / Link (Darwing)

Red Team: Link (Zero) / Fox (Computer)

Winner.....BLUE TEAM!

Blue Team: Pikachu (Kosmos) / Link (Darwing)

Green Team: Fox (Zero)

Red Team: Falcon (Computer)

Winner...Blue Team! (No shit! ...I killed alot though)

So in the end...Kosmos PWND everyone.

Then we played Mario Kart 64. Darwing PWND us baaaad....

Then we played Mario Party...and I started out with bad luck. We stole coins from Peach (we hate her), and made her lose >D

I though Mario (Darwing) would win. But somehow, I ended up winning XD Aha, yay.

Then Darwing had to go V_V So me and Kos played Pokemon Stadium mini-games....

Wow, I really suck at those mini-games now o.o

Hmm..well, then my dad and his friends came to pick me up. So we went home and I barely had time to change into comfortable sleeping clothes before falling asleep.

Now I woke up, and I smell like bleach from the jaccuzi and cloro from the pool -___-